Scotland =]

Before i went to scotland i couldnt wait to go but the day we was ment to be going my anuties hadnt finshed my nans living room so we had to wait for them to finsh me and megan was like hurry up we wanna go

Scotland =}

Texts from ages ago from karl x

Here are some texts from ages ago . . . i saved them on my phone because when ever someone makes me fell sad or says something bad about me i read them because they make me fell good . . .

. . . 01-07-2008 17:47
Well u no wen u was ringin me all the tym ye i was goin 2 ask u back out then but i didnt no if u wont me 2 lv ya x

. . . 01-07-2008 17:47
Well wer so i start? . . . u r most sweetest girl iv ever got 2 no u dnt no how much i really do love u! i think about u as soon as i wake up untill i go 2 sleep! u r always the first thing on my mind! iv never loved any1 as much as i love u! u mean more than the world 2 me! i love u so much baby girl and nothing or no1 is gunna change that! i never wanna lose u as a m8 or more! there was a row wif u n girls who iv always wanted 2 go out wiv id always pick u! u wanna no y? coz i could never lovethem like i love u! i mean it when i say i love u so dnt go thinkin im just sayin it coz i wont 2 get wiv u! coz im not! i love u! and all that matters is me n u m8's more 4eva (i hope) i love u so much baby girl! if i dnt hear from u in ages i dnt feel right! always want 2 no if ur doin ok! coz if i dont hear from u i get paranoid! there is so much more i can say but im startin 2 get cramp! see . . . ur worth me hurtin myself! good god . . . another essaz by me! im on a roll! i hope u liked this message! u betta had it took me ages! love u wif all the love in my heart! love u baby girl! tb x x x x x x x x love you! x x x x x x love u millions baby girl x x x x

To Be Continued . . . . . . .

Nyc texts frm karl x

When me and Karl have broke up here are some off the texts that he sends me . . .
Here is a message from Karl on bebo from when we broke up 28 days ago . . .
. . . hiya bbe im so sorri 4 everything lk i relli do love u i cant get u
out ov my head lk ur my life lk i dont think i can love ne1 else lk i love u
ur my world i love u so much bbe all i wont is u bk i no i have make mistakes lk
but dont every 1 make them lk but i love u so much i jst wont u 2 4give me and have me bk
i love u i cant get u out ov my head i jst wont u bk in my life lk and if u was i think i wud b happy agen but u aint so i am askin u 4 the 1 last chance and if i fuk it up this tym u can finish it 4 gd
i have neva feelt lk this 4 a girl b4 lk
i wont 1 more chance ill do wot eva it takes 2 get 1 if u was old enuff i wud marrie u
thaats how i feel bout u lk i jst wont u 2 feel the same
and have me bk
ur everything 2 me bbe and ppl say r u losein sleep ova thm and yh i am losein sleep ova u
i cry me self 2 sleep sumtyms lk coz i love u tht much bbe
i relli do love u loads bbe i wont u bk in my life so if u was 2 give me
1 more chance i wud have it but its up 2 u bbe if u dont wont me or if u dont love me
thni will under stand bbe
love u loads baybee girl my lil princess

W..B PLZ BBE I LOVE U LOADS

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Here is a text from this time that we split up which was on the 29-07-08 . . . he text me this on the 05-08-08 23:42
. . . Thanks alot lk 4 gettin who eva that was 2 say go away all i wonted 2 do is tell u i was sorry and how much i love u so u wont tlk 2 kme on the fne so i'll txt u it well u mean everything 2 me i wud do anything u wonted and ur in my head everyday i wake up and ur there and when im sleepin i think about u and even when ur pissed off wid me i think about u if i didnt add her it wud ov been fine but i relli didnt mean 2 lk but i do love u i do wont u back in my life and i do wont 2 get engaged wid u and whn i c u face 2 face i will ask u and i hope u say ye lk 4 no i have dun wrong in the pasted lk but i love u and onli love u neva love ne1 lk 4 love u bbe ur my world if i lost u i wud b nuffin but i jst wont u 2 no that bbe coz u mean everything 2 me and u always will lk tb x love you loads babe girl x

Here is a text from the 05-08-2008 02:28 . . .
. . . Bet u looked relli prity bbe and u look stunnin and i lk u the way u r lk and ur my babe girl and always will b bbe so dont cry ova nuffin coz i love u and u no i love u and i'll do anything 4 u and u mean everything 2 me and i wont u back and u nothat and i will ask u face 2 face whn i ask u 2 get engaged wid me bbe and thats how much u mean 2 me i will do anything 4 u tb x love you loads x

05-08-2008 : 23:35

Well . . . today i went out with my cousin and her mates 2 of her mates are bi one of them id her girlfriend we went up to Kalseys nans in are pj's well me and 1 of the other girls did then when we got up to her nans kelsey got into her pj's and then we went to the shop to get ice-cream and when we was walking back from the shop we had so may dirty looks from people and usually i say something when someone gives me a dirty look but this time i was i what ever love move on year i now you like pmsl i was like omg now i know what people think when they have dirty looks at people there just like carry on . . . and now i know what it is like to be a mosher they get some many dirty looks from people and so many people start on them for no reason like when they are just like them but dress different and act different i think that they are more fun to be are because they make a joke out of anything like they are a great laugh and i dont see the point in people taking the mick out of bi people cause they could do the same to stright people there i nuffin wrong with them there just getting on with there lives they cant help it they dont like the other sex. I think it is really rude of them to shout out things when people that are bi walk past them because they are just the same as them . . . To be continued. . .

My Love Life

Well . . . I have been with the same boy for never 4 years we got together on the 13-02-05 day before valentines day thats why i always remember the date, when we first got together no body wanted us to be together so the song no matter by Akon that was are song . . . we first meet on msn we talked for along time on msn and then the night before valentines day he goes to me at about 10 o'clock cause i said i was going in the bath can i have your number please so i can text you can ask you something so i gave my number to him and well i was in the bath i had a text saying hiyah babe its karl off msn will you get with me please and i said yes i was like omg . . . ever since then we have been together but we have had an on and off relationship he has cheated on me plenty off times with my best mate and my own cousin but i have forgive him and i have cheated on him 3 times and he has forgive me we first meet in Brigand when me and my mate Ashley went to meet him we stayed with him for at lest 3 hours then we went back home then ever weekend after that i went up to see him in Pyle and i slept there once because i was having family trouble, then on the 18-07-08 he asked me to get engaged with him and i said yes and he bort me gold ring a kneckles and a bangle and he have bort me a new ring as well a silver one with a diamond on in it.
Karl is 19 years old though so we find it really hard at the fact that he lives in Pyle and i live in Barry which is a hour and a half drive so we have loads off trust in each other and because off the ages difference i anit told my mum his really age i told her he was 17 years old. . . Well theres more to come on my love life.

MyLife

Hiyah . . . My names Shawnee Hughes, im 15 years old, i was born on the 18-05-93, i live in wales it not the best place to live we most have rain here and the people that live here anit that every nice most off the time i just fell like going into a corner and sit there and cry but theres no point in that.
I live at home with my mum Samantha my brother Shanndon and my sister Charlie, my mum is 37 years old and my brother is 17 years old and my sister is 8 years old we all have different dads and my dad dont bother with me only Charlies dad bothers with us he treats us like hos own.
All my life i have hung around with boys since i was at a really young age best there is only to girls my age that live around my street and one off them was never aloud out her garden and the other one is my cousin Megan we hardly ever hung around together because she was always in her house doing things, So i have always hung around with boys they are all older than me 17 year olds up to 23 year olds i started hanging around with them when i was about 9 years old or young when i was 11 years old i got into loads off trouble with the police when i hung around with them making to much notice knocking on peoples doors when they was trying to sleep and vandalisms but now it has all caromed down to off the boys can drive so we go out in the car with them most off the time, 3 off them mc some off them play football, and you got the bums which smoke weed all day long and just keep them self in trouble. Well thats some off my life will be telling more off my life soon